Irony

Life can be full of joy and then suddenly it takes a plunge like no other. And trust me, when that happens… all you can think of is either smashing the annoying person face into a brick wall or smashing yours instead.

Never will I grasp the true meaning of having irony exist but knowing that it does, kind of keeps one on their toes and that somehow gives way to anxiety or even paranoia at times. Today may be a beautiful day and your friends and family all around making you feel so special, so wanted, so loved… the next day it takes a 180 degree turn and they start throwing dirt in your face. And then they come up with this wonderful saying – “I’m only doing this because I care for you…” REALLY??? Aaawww… that’s when you let go of whatever that’s been bugging you for that moment and then have that feeling of security and care restored or should I say insured for that particular moment. But however, what about the moments that linger or resurface again not after 2 or 3 years perhaps even after 8 to 10 years! And when you wish to claim that insured security and care, whoops! It expired! And you’re supposed to forgive and forget and move along with life. Huh.. Life.. or more like what ever the hell that is left of it.

The thing is there is nothing one can do about the pent up feelings that have been already part of a person’s life. If you take that anxiety away, the paranoia, one does not know how to live life any longer. It is those significant emotions that stir or jump starts a person’s actions for living which ever life he or she chooses to lead.

Living life to its fullest maybe an ultimate plan but how we want to live our lives are most of the time - not entirely up to us – YET.